Rainbows

by pippa (follow)

Love (5)      Hope (3)      Children (1)      Miscarriage (1)      Belonging (1)     

A rainbow child inside my womb
I pray for her today
I hope she will live a happy life
Full of love and dancing and laughter and smiles

I pray to see another day
For her to and I to cherish another moment together
That we will see one another on the other side of birth
My rainbow

Her brothers and or sisters who have been lost before her
She and I will never know them anymore than what I can remember

From my fathers side
He was one of three
He was the only one who lived to see a third decade of existence

My mother said she never got a line down her belly when she was pregnant
I have one
Maybe its from my fathers side

Maybe it's all from my fathers side
Not to blame but to share fate
To understand why things have happened to me
There's nothing I can change about how I am inside

But my rainbow may just make it to another day
Another memory made with mum in a womb
Inside a soul of light and love
Inside light and love

I love this child as I have never loved anything in my life before
I cry for this child as she will see the pain of me and life
She will be disappointed and hurt and blamed by society

Will she ever find her place of belonging
Did I ever find my place of belonging
Where do we belong
If not here then how do we get to there

Will the angels help us find our place
Away from here and them
In a new community
There are good people in this community

A better place for us may await
If we never get there
It just must be fate


#Children
#Love
#Miscarriage
#Hope
#Belonging

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