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by Kylie (follow)


Freedom


But it seems to be for some, a very difficult task.
Itís a very strange position that I find myself in

I spend a lot of time waiting around for Ďhimí I really donít know why He has nothing to offer me, this young guy.

He calls me when heís short of money He visits when he wants some fun I used to get joy from his presence But, these days I get next to none

Relationships are queer and strange They start and they continue, but sometimes they need to re arrange

But, they can become a habit, some form of addiction What began as real, can end up as mostly fiction

I really have to break this habit, it does not serve me well I really should know this by now, I should be able to tell.

Iíll make myself a promise which hopefully I will keep Iíll break this little habit, and send him home to sleep.

Iím furious now because he has not called in as he said I donít know why I even feel this way, Itís way out of my head.

Iím strong, Iím independent, well at least thatís what I say, I really donít think I deserve to be treated in this way.

But then my sense of being is not so very strong I was not brought up to feel secure and that I have a right to belong
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